For without you, I am lost..

SPEAK SOFTLY, LOVE
Andy Williams

Speak softly, love and hold me warm against your heart
I feel your words, the tender trembling moments start
We're in a world, our very own
Sharing our love that only few have ever known

Wine-colored days warmed by the sun
Deep velvet nights when we are one

Speak softly, love so no one hears us but the sky
The vows of love we make will live until we die
My life is yours and all because
You came into my world with love so softly love

Wine-colored days warmed by the sun
Deep velvet nights when we are one

Speak softly, love so no one hears us but the sky
The vows of love we make will live until we die
My life is yours and all because
You came into my world with love so softly love



Lagu2 yang takde kaitan dalam hidup I. Lovely songs.

Dah agak lama I didnt write anything here. So very hectic. Ntah apa yang sibuk sangat hari-hari. But today, here I am, wanting to write something but don't know how to go about it.

Guess I actually wanted to write here my feelings on what my partner just told me about. Her family wanted her to get married and settled down. The candidate is a friend of a family member. She will have to move away. I was driving and she sat next to me when she broke the news to me. Both were crying after that, for different reasons i reckon. She, for the thought of losing the love of her life. And me, for the thought of losing the love of my life. Huh? Macam sama? Cinta dia ialah pada kekasih dia yang tidak akan dia miliki sebagai teman hidup kerana berlainan agama. And the love of my life is her. The thought of not having her in my life terrifies me. How can I live without her? She's my strength. My angel. I was lost before I met her. I would be lost again without her.

I should be happy for her. I am happy for her. At last, dia akan ada tempat untuk bermanja. Dia akan ada seseorang untuk berkasih sayang, berkongsi hidup dan segalanya. Dia akan bahagia kerana akhirnya cita-citanya untuk memiliki seseorang dan dimiliki seseorang sebagai teman hidup akan tercapai. That's also my wish for her lah. If those craps do existlah.

I just cannot find the exact words to use to express my feelings. Somehow I think whoever reads this will get the picture that I am jealous or i take it negatively. I am sad, beyond sad. I am in the melancholy state. I dont think anyone have what I and her have. That special relationship we shared. She's more than a business partner, more than a friend, closer than a sister.

Bla bla bla...